Oh no she’s gone off the deep end
Oh no she’s gone off the deep end
the ACT is comming up and I’m gonna have to study a lot and I don’t want to do rocketry (it is not as fun as it sounds), oh boy school is overwhelming right now.
For a grammar worksheet the teacher pulled sentences from a reason essay and one of the ones he used was mine.
I’m skipping book club, hahaha fuck me.
I don’t even like this fucking book. I want to punch one the main characters in the face.
You may be feeling pretty shitty right now. Or maybe its just a feeling that comes and goes, but whatever you’re not gonna do is let this fucking own you. You will not let the negative emotions own you but that doesn’t mean your going to go and fucking shut them out. It actually a giant load of bullshit that you can control your emotions you cant just make them fucking stop because you want to but at the same fucking time your are not going to let them own you.
The word is gonna try and fuck you but you have turn around and scream FUCK YOU right back in its face. You are fucking amazing there are galaxies inside you don’t let them bleed out. Don’t let the dark thoughts keep you down they will go way you are so much more don’t worry child it will be all right keep you head up and fight with all your fucking might you are so much more than these petty little things the blackness that surrounds isn’t strong enough to hold back your light so you better be sure to shine with all your fucking strength and evaporate every last little bad thing to fucking dust
Its okay to fucking feel its okay to be sad and god fucking dam it YOU CAN BE ANGRY YOU CAN HAVE THE RAGE OF A THOUSANDS SUNS BURNING THROUGH YOUR BLOOD DON’T LET ANY FUCKER TELL YOU THAT ITS BURNING TO BRIGHT YOUR ARE A FUCKING PERSON AND YOUR CAN FUCKING FEEL DAMD IT
Let me tell you what were not gonna do WE ARE NOT GOING TO LET ALL THE DOUCHEBAGS IN THE WORLD DRAG US DOWN WE ARE NOT GONNA LET THEM OWN US WE ARE NOT GOING TO LET THEM CONTROLL US and if they try to fuck with us WE ARE NOT GOING TO LET THEM
You are a galaxy a god and the light of a thousand suns they cannot touch your skin without burning to dust
The negative emotions that fill you will not control you, you will control them. You will have to scream and shout and run and rage and fight and cry and YOU WILL FUCKING WIN BECAUSE YOU FUCKING CAN
Say it again THE EMOTIONS WILL NOT CONTROL YOU THE EMOTIONS WILL NOT OWN YOU
YOU ARE A THOUSAND SUNS AND A FEW CLOUDS OF DARKNESS WILL NEVER COME CLOSE TO SNUFFING OUT YOUR LIGHT
YOU ARE AN INCREDIBLE PERSON
YOU DERSVE ALL THE HAPINESS IN THE WORD
YOU WILL FIGHT AND YOU WILL FUCKING WIN
AND I LOVE YOU
NEVER FUCKING FORGET THAT YOU ARE LOVED
THERE IS NOT WEAKNESS IN CRYING, THERE IS NO WEAKNESS IN ANGER, RAGE, SADNESS, AND FEAR
THE ONLY WEAKNESS IS WHEN YOU DECIDE TO STOP THE FIGHT AND LET THE DARKNESS WIN
BUT THAT DOES NOT IN ANYWAY MEAN THAT IF YOU START TO SLIDE DOWN THE SLOPE THAT YOU ARE FAILING
YOU ONLY FAIL WHEN YOU LET THE DARKNESS WIN AND YOU GIVE UP THE FIGHT FOR GOOD
AND YOU WILL NOT GIVE UP
EVERY SECOND THAT YOU ARE HERE AND YOU ARE ALIVE IS A VICTORY
You are a galaxy, a million points of light you cannot be defined in one small action or feeling or in one sentence you are vast and amazing and every second that you are fighting, every second that you are living, every second that you are breathing is the biggest victory any one could ever dream up
You are amazing and I love you, never forget that